Hi mattey why are ew WITH these pictures

Okay i am really tiredthat people love to mess with me...and what i dont understand is how they like to see the people tormented and people become afraid!

Hey everyone! Im here sitting next to my mother! I am just saying that today was an emotional day! But i was able to get through my day! Goodnight!

Note to self...hurry up and finish high school! Lol! Good night everyone!

*Prom 2009*

Hey everybody! I know I forgot to write for a very long time...but im back to give all of you wonderful people an update again! This time im going to talk about Prom!!! Okay So I just finished going to my Prom and Man Oh man was that a lot of fun!!! First let me start off by explaining our theme! We went with a "Roses under the Moonlight" Theme! It was awesome!!! Anyways, I went with one of my great friends, Melina (or other known as Mimi)And we wore Black on Off white (eggshell white, Ivory...whatever) colors, My suit was: The jacket was Black on Black strips (not pin strip), the under shirt was an all plain black long sleeve shirt, and the tie was white, on off white strips! My dates dress was Off white, with black roses going through them! Man we both looked sexy!!! LOL....anyways, But I have to give it up to some of the other people who went, They had some of these beautiful dresses on!!! One of the best ones had to be my best friends dress, (Dania) She wore this gorgeous dress that its too hard to explain! Anyways, but yeah prom was a lot of fun!!! All of the picture below were taken the day of Prom! Please feel free to comment on them!!!





























~Matthew Lopez~

A wonderful trip to *Yogurtland*

Okay so today was pretty cool!!! So Today was the senior night out at YOGURTLAND!! And It is the best place to get frozen yogurt! So what happened was that We weren't going to go bc of the fact that everyone canceled but, then at last minute Leslie calls me to tell me that she was able to go still... so we decided to go and i was able to get a group together and we all went!!! It was a lot of fun, (and I'm really sorry KT I know you wanted to go...SORRY) Anyways, so this is what happened, I went to school and then after school I went to Leslie's, but on my way I ran into Daniel and Jaime!!! Then after that, I stood with them at Carl's Junior, and Daniel decided to order food like always!!! But anyways, after a while kicking it at Carl's Jaime decided to go with me to my place to play some video games!!! So we did, him and I were playing Gears of War 2, which is a bad ass game!!! I love that game soooooo much!!! But anyways, him and I played horde for a while, until we got the call from Lelie, saying that she can go!!! So I was able to get Dania to come along!!! Anyways, after getting everyone together my Mother took us to Yogurtland...we were still their pretty early but whatever...me Dania Leslie, and Jaime had a lot of fun!!!! After we finished our frozen Yogurt, mt mother went to the office depot that was right next door, but anyways,after she left we decided to go around to the little shops and stuff!!! And we were looking a panties to get Dania and her boyfriend!!! Anyways, after that we went back to the car and left!!! It was a really fun evening, I was just happy to share it with people that i enjoy hanging out with!!! Still I feel really bad for what happened with KT!!! I'm sure he'll be okay with it!!! Anyways, that was my evening!!! Bye everyone!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Senior Life

AHHHH!!! Okay, im really tired of this!!! Okay, I'm A Senior this year, and yes I'm having a great time, It's just that there is this giant senior BILL!!! Everything is so expensive, and everything has a dead-line!!! GRRR, and the more I'm trying to help out my mom, and brother the more their getting mad at me!!! ERG...And I'm Getting mad because of the fact that I can't freaken please these people!!! I know that my mother says that I'm Stressing her out, it's just that I want to help, and I think I have the right to sense, yes they are paying for everything, I just want it to be more cheaper, and easier on them!!!! I just wish they can see were I'm coming from!!! GRRR!!! *SIGH* Anyways, I hope I can find a better solution to this......I just want everyone to be happy!!! Maybe I can find a way maybe to get a little bit extra cash without them knowing!!! I don't know....we can see what happens!!! Anyways, I took my Panorama Picture today, with all of the seniors!!! It was a lot of fun!!! Just that the freaken Administrators were being way to annoying, they wanted this but they wanted that....You know!!! Anyways, For the Picture we had to take four of one section, then four of the whole class, then four other ones that were the whole group but it was with whatever we wanted to do!!! So Dania was sitting right next to me, and I thought up of something...She said she wanted the camera to see her Purple pants that she was wearing...But you couldn't see it because of the fact that we were siting down!!! Luckily I came up with a solution...I decided to pick her up, and hold her up for the picture, and you were actually able to see the picture!!! It was the Highlight of my day!!! Just that everything was crashed and burned when I came home, about all that bull shit that I got!!! I just really wish that they can at least let me help!!! IDK...but anyways, well I'm going to leave you with that little story!!! And I'll be back on soon!!! BYE!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

~Keeping Up~

Hi Everyone! Okay well I know I haven't aded anything on this for a while, but let me go ahead and begin again! I Apologize if anyone was awaiting for me to continue, but anyways let me give you an update! Okay so well everything is pretty much the same with me...although I now don't have Geometry any more thank god (nothing personal ms. cardoza) So now My schedual is alittle bit more layed back...I have A.P. Gov't for first then I have Service for mr Verdand, then I have A.P. Lit, then after that I have Spanish, then Choir...And Finally Film Making! So its a little bit more fun then the first semester...I can Honestly say that this semester has been great, and more easy, and less stressful! LOL...anyways, also I have a big anouncment...My brother just turned twenty this past Monday!!! It was fun...he got an X-box 360....which is really cool...well for him!! LOL...anyways, I think he had a great time...but one thing that I didn't like was that the one person that should have atleast called didn't!!! The one we call father!!! LOl....I don't think it's cool that he did such a thing!!! He forgets my B-day a lot...but he never went once without at least calling...my father really needs to learn more respect....I'm not going to get more into depth with that...but everything else in mylife if pretty good!! Im just trying to go through my year without any problems!!! I've been really wondering about my future lately!! Like if im making the right decisions...or maybe taking up as much challenges as muich as I should!!! I really want to go to CSUN (cal State Northrige) But, if I can't get in then im going to take classes at a community college!!! Economically its a smart Idea, plus it's not as Competitive!!! So If I go to a community college I would want to go to Glendale, LACC, PCC, or one of those!!! I heard that Glendale is a really great school! I noticed that they have a pretty good teaching program....so I think I'm going to go there!!! LOl....enough abouht that...Right now...well i should say at the moment I really need to work on scholarships!!! So im going to go ahead and leave you with what I wrote already!!! bE BACK SOON!!! Bye Everyone!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

The Knowing of life?

Well tonight is the night before Mid-Terms!!! Am I ready....some what I guess!!! I just wish we had maybe a little more time!!! It's always good to have another day!!! Anyways...I think im pretty much ready enough for me to go on and to well in the test!!! I just hope that maybe nothing goes wrong!!! Like this morning....It sucked this morning I decided to take my bike (AKA Charyl) And what the best part of it is!!! My bike freaken snaps it gear again!!! So i was late this morning...lol!!! Anyways, I have something that I've had on my mind for a while!!!! Why do people suspect that everything is okay after a day from fighting!!! For anything I'm still pretty mad!!! lol.....IDK....I just think that our society today is totally corrupt....I even thin that our world is going to be so corrupt that the whole world will become of no existence!!! I guess this is my theory just because of the way people act!!!! I hate how people sort problems out with violence...why not talk it out!!!! Why do we stick our hand in the fire....If we already know that our hand is going to get burned??? All very good Questions that I wish I can Actually answer!!! I also think it has to do with Hatred...stupidity...and uneducated problems that cause this!!! I don't really want to go into depth with that!!! LOL!!! Anyways, Well it's time for me to rest up...so then I am all freshened up for tomorrow!!! So im heading out!!! But im going to leave you with this...Can you believe I have to know seven songs by Sunday!!!! OMG!!!! LOL....anyways bye everyone...and good luck to the people who are taking the Mid-Terms at my school!!! BYE!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Men...on a Weekend?

Hey everyone!!! Okay so today i am going to talk about.....hmmmm....I don't really no what to talk about!!! LOl....I know this might seem wierd, but I don't really know what to talk about!!! OKay...here let me think.....hmmmm...I'm going to write a really really crazy story!!! Just for the hell of it!!! Since im at the library bored outa my mind!!! lol...okay hmmmmm....You know what I can't even think what to tell a story about!!! I got something to talk about!!! Okay...lets talk about how I have the biggest crush on this guy at school...that I have been trying to talk to for a long time...just that im scared to hear what he says!!! I really like this guy...but I hardly know this guy....But I want to get to know him!!! He seems like a really cool, nice, cute, mmmm.....guy!!! LOL...anyways, enough about that!!! Okay so Let's now talk about...Oh wait....I see someone from my school over at the table far behind the room!!! He is gay too...I see him around school a lot!!! Although...I never really bothered to talk to him!!! He seems to be with two totally cute guys though!!! I don't think that there gay!!! They don't look gay!!! Yet who knows maybe they are!!! LOL...anyways so like I was saying...lets talk about....hmmmm...OMG...lol....What is up with all of these cute guys today...lol....I am saying this because there is actually a cute guy...not a really cute guy....but he is cute!!! lol....he is actually sitting right next to me!!! lol....Omg...he saw me starring...okay im going to stop taliking about guys...but anyways...really im going to talk about what I have been doing this weekend!!! Lets
do that....its easier!!! LOL...okay well lets start with Friday!!! Friday, I was actually excited because it was Friday!!! Me, Kyle, and Kevin, always hangs out at Kyles place every Friday!!! But His parents didn't allow anyone at his place for once...and on a Friday!!! I had nothing to do!!! I hanged out with Kevin....but then
Kevin and I went to Erika, and Leslie's house!!! It was a lot of fun...we played video games...spam Kyle for the Fuck of it....And just talk!!! It was A lot of fun!!! Anyways, then I went home! Saturday came around, I spent the whole day with my mom!!! That was a lot of fun!!! We took Duke to the people who were trying to adopt him (for those of you who don't know Duke is my dog) And then after that we spent the whole day together!!! We went places, played fun games!!! and Just talk!!! My mother And I don't really get to do that much!!! Especially because I am at school and she goes to work!!! So we don't see each other that much!!! Then the day ended!!! Today, which is Sunday, I am actually at the Central Library Typing this thing, The reason I don't want to be home....well...I won't go there...but anyways, I didn't want to be home, and I went with my mom to go run some air ins in the morning, and then I went with her to work...and here I am Typing!!! Anyways, that's pretty much it!!! And OMG...the guy that goes to my school just totally passed by me and smiled..I think he knows that I am gay...it's just he seems a little mean...lol...anyways, the totally cute gay sitting next to me is totally gay....I think...My Gaydar went up...and I think it's right...lol!!! Anyways, I think that's enough for today!!! SO i'm just going to end it! Bye everyone!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Coraline

OKay...this blog is specifically used for people who are recently, or have read the book called Coraline...which is written by Niel Gaiman!!! This book is awesome so far! Okay...so chapter one is based on just the normal stuff!!! So Coraline, has parents(like normal families) But she has recently moved into a new Flat!!! Coraline lives with Miss Spink, and Miss forcible, and the crazy man upstairs! Now in here normal life...oops or should I say boring life of her's...her parents don't really pay much attention to her! So Coraline always tries to find an Adventure to have a non-boring life!!! One day when it began to rain...she had nothing to do...she couldn't go outside to find an adventure...so she had to stay inside!!! After eating that day she figured she would go see what her father was doing... Unthinkingly...Her father wanted nothing to do with he...so she sent Coraline away to count how many things were blue, ow many doors there were, and how many windows there were in the whole entire Flat!!! So Coraline picked up the pen and paper and did so!!! Coraline counted 23 things that were blue...21 windows...and 14 Doors!!! Although, only thirteen of the fourteen windows opened and closed the other one was locked!!! Coraline figured to ask her mother why!!! And she told her the reason why that door was locked was because of it led to nothing!!! When demonstrating to Coraline...Her mother got a key and unlocked the door, there was only a Brick wall behind...so it did lead to nothing!!! At this point I am thinking to myself...maybe you can just walk through the wall!!! Anyways...I'm going to stop here!!! Now I have a question for people who are reading this...What ever happened to the grandmother...because they talk about her...but they never say what happened to her!!!
Well i thinks that it for today!!! I will keep up with blogging about the book...until I finish it...and until I see the MOVIE!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Dedications!

Today I am writing in my Choir CLASS!!! Ms. Crabtree is showing an interesting Jazz Video!!! It is so interesting that I'm typing on the computer...on this damn thing....while she is showing the video!!! I'm that interested in it that much!!! he he...sorry Ms Crabtree!!! Anyways...I'm sitting right next to one of my good friends Cindy...and I can tell she is reading everything that I'm typing!!! But IDC!!! Anyways...I was searching on the internet today and i came across my Future Husband!!! HUHHHHHHHHH Taylor Launter!!!! He is not gay....is what everyone is telling me...yet I can turn hi gay....trust me people!!! Anyways...I had another moment about him today!!! I can't stop thinking about him! But something actually cut off the whole Moment thing....When I came across this guy during passing periods to lunch!!! He is the cutest thing ever...And I am just waiting fir the perfect moment to talk to him!!! I wonder if this guy ever notices me...IDC if he doesn't!!! He is really cute...but i don't think thats why I like him!!! I know he's really sweet...and I think because of that...is why I really like this guy!!! Anyways...I am getting tired of the lovey dovey stuff right now!!! SO I'm just going to talk about how excited I am for performing next weekend!!! SO Ms. Crabtree asked me if I would like to perform at this thing next weekend, at Cal State LA!!! So the reason being is because they have this event that your choir instructor can pick up to one person from each section in choir...and being able to sing with other students from other schools!!! And She picked me!!! Thx Again Ms. Crabtree!!! anyways...I think thats it for today!!! Bye everyone!!!

~This Message is dedicated to Taylor Launter~

~Matthew Lopez~

Remembering Him!

Omg.....I can't stop thinkning about him! Evertime im trying to stop thinking about him....but every time I just can't stop thinking about him!!! Im sitting in class tying this...and im justy feling as bad as I did when he passed!!! Thinking it was always my fault!!! I almost think its my fault! I wonder if it is my fault! I guess I can't stop thinking about him!!! I really need to stop thinking about him!!! The only thing is that I keep thinking about him!!! *Sigh* I really loved him...I just can't get over the fact that he had to lie to me...and go behind my back!!! I just wish he could have told me something!!! I wish that he had made the rightdesisions in his life....yet he didn't!!! I wish he told me more....and i wish I didn't tell him off the day before it happened!!! I wish he was still with me right now!!!I just wish we had more time!!! I wish he was still here....protecting me....loving me!!! *sigh* I wonder if he ever thought about me before....he passed!!! I just wanted to say that I love you Kyle and I will always love you!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Crazy Cupcake day!!!

Well hello again...I'm really getting the hang of this Blogger thing...and im really enjoying it, but anyways, I woke up this morning to my mother watching the news...when she was suppose to be at work. She had another back problem...see my mother has a dislocated disc in her back which causes her to have really bad back pains, so i guess today was just worse than normal. Luckily she called off of work!!! Anyways, After breakfast I went with my mother to the 99 cents store, and it was great because the Vons store down the street just went out of business and the 99 cents store took all of the merchandise that Vons left, so Items that would be like $7-$15 dollars was only a buck!!! hehe it was great but anyways, After going to the store, We came back And i thought to myself, I should make the cupcakes for my really good friend kyle and his family!!! So i took all day just so then I could make all five of them!!! they came out really nice, so im proud of myself. Although, im very tired of doing these things because their just too time consuming. But hey, if you want to make a great gift you got to work hard for it!!! Anyways, that's all i got for today!!! I'll be here again tomorrow!! Bye!!!

~Matthew Lopez~

Fun Times, and Bad Times!

What a day it was...i finally told my dad's side of the family that im gay, and well that could have went better but, i think they took it pretty well! Anyways, I talked to one of my favorite cousins that I haven't really talked to in a while! He's pretty cool, when i told him about me it was pretty interesting because he thought i was playing some practical joke on him or something...for some reason people don't really take me seriously when it really comes down to it, but hey what can you do? Anyways, Later on today I felt my artistic side of me kicking into my day, so I created a cute little stuffed cupcake!!! It took me like three hours to finally finish it but eh whatever! Anyways, there is this cute guy that I have been talking to for a while now but, I'm not really sure how serious its going, but I'm hoping it does become serious, because i really want to take someone to the Mascaraed ball that were having at school, the Friday we come back from break! But we'll see what happens!!! Anyways, My day was pretty normal compared t when I'm at school, because that's when all of the drama, and fun stuff happens! (Flash back to December 19, 2008 *Last day of school*): Well today we went caroling and it was a lot of fun!!! But this day was so Busy, frustrating, and fun that i was out cold when I got home but i had a busy day that's for sure! So today I woke up, went to school, I had to go to my first and second, periods which was really annoying, but for the rest of the day I was singing my heart out. see im in our High school Choir, with a Bad Ass Teacher, Ms. Crabtree! Anyways, for third and fourth period we had to go caroling to class room in our school, and that was so much fun! We went to a lot of my teachers that I really like that enjoyed us singing to them for the holidays! Anyways, when it hit fifth period, i hated it! Let me explain why, Okay so we were asked to perform at the Humanotoss Party( A certain Small Learning Community Party) And we were delighted to do so! But when we were all aligned up, and ready to perform, THE FUCKEN ALTOS didn't want to sing, so they decided to laugh and talk while the rest of us were trying to sing!!! GRRR, I was so pissed off that they even did that!!! *Sigh* But luckily I had a chance to tell them of (Mwa ha ha ha) I stopped singing, and turned around and looked at them and said, "C'mon u guy's we're performing, but if you don't give a shit go ahead and STFU and leave, because we don't need you!," But then Winy little bitchy face AMBER...A.K.A Bitchy Face, snapped back at me and says "Who the Fuck do you think you are talking to me like that?!" and I said, "I think I have every right since you don't GIVE A FUCK...so just STFU and stand their like you normally due!!!," And all i can say now is that i am so glad i told her off, bc she deserved it!!! lol....Well that's all over now and I don't really care about it any more...it's just i wanted to go ahead and post it up so then i can let my anger out...hehe!!! Well, anyways I'll talk to you later!!! Bye!
~Matthew Lopez~

First Day of Winter Vacation

Today was the first day of winter vacation, and it went pretty well. Normally it turns out to be a really lame day, because of the reason that my brother and i always get into a fight...but we got a long today and managed to stay cool with each other, so it went pretty well. although, today was very tiring, reason being, i had to help my mother make Tamales today, and it was a lot of work. Although my mother and I don't really get to spend time with each other because I have to go to school and she normally goes to work, seeing that she's a n only parent and all, but her and I never really have spent time with each other, and having the chance to do that was a lot of fun! Well, its already 1:50 in the morning and im really tired so im going to bed!!! Goddnight everyone!